Pitch Black

"Pitch Black"
WHY AM I BLEEDING SO DEEPLY

Why does it hurt so bad

I just don't understand any of this

I can't stop crying

I can't stop hurting

I cry out to my God to reach down to me

Yet I still weep

She says its a conscious choice

But I am not consciously choosing to hurt so fiercely

This grief has over taken me

And I am fighting so desperately

to just get away from this

To just survive another night

But I just can't stop crying

Damn fucking eyes won't stop

The pain just is so deep

And I don't know how to cope

They say every poet needs a cause.

We believed God introduced us

Was it so I can have a reason to write

Or so that I can feel a pain that I can help others by relating

But I just can't stop hurting

Damn fucking heart won't start

Just so stagnant

And I just don't know what to do to cope

They say there is no art without pain

But I think that's a lie

I wish it was a lie.

Doesn't seem to be a lie

How can I expell all this toxin called sorrow

When sorrow is what I mostly know

I want to be happy!

Not trapped a partner unto sorrow

You once promised me that you'd follow me into the dark

Well here I am..... Where are you?