Silence

"Silence"

This pain is different. It's new.
In the past I could open up
I could tell everyone what's going on
Now I don't want to.

It's like a dull blade that's been heated
As it cuts into my heart
A slow digging burning sensation

At the base of my heart

I don't want to feel this way
Just get's old.
Telling people what's wrong.
I'd rather not say anything

Instead, I'd rather have someone just sit with me
Maybe I could cry.
Sob for a while, then someone crack a joke.
Yeah that would be nice

It'd be nice to have happen.
But I feel so alone here
So alone
So without home

I feel without heart
Without purpose
It tends to be this way
Every-time I try and get on track

It's difficult to live like this.
With this dull burning blade
Digging its way through my heart
Ripping the flesh

No I don't want to talk about it.
I just... don't
Want to talk
Not anymore.